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Wednesday, August 26

TRANSFORMERS

minggu lepas lecturer BBI2421 minta kami satu kelas buat assignment mengenai perkara penting dalam hidup, then, ana buatlah perkara yang paling penting dalam hidup tah is the changes to be new Ana. hehe, then inilah yang terjadi pada ana pada zaman matrik. zaman kemuncak kegemilangan, yangmemberi seribu satu kenangan terindah yang x dapat ana lupakan sepanjang hidup ana.
terimalah .......................TRANSFORMERS.....................................

There are a lot of memories that I can not forget until I died and one of them is when I transform all of my life become better than or as known as hijrah. There story begin when I got an offer to continue my studies in matrix Kulim Kedah. This memorable place had changes me to be the new and fresh Ayu. Lots of changes happened on me including mentality or physically either. Me, before that transformers was a naughty cute girl with skate board always behind me, even when I sleep. Studying in Assunta High school gave me a lot of ways to enjoy my life. Free and happy. No worries at all. My appearance looks simple and steady as a skater girl, track suit, t-shirt and sometimes I wearing tudung. Knowing nothing in Islamic life based on my social surrounding. But, all of the changes had started when I am registered in matrix Mara Kulim. Having lot friends that are looks Islamic trend, used Islam as their ways of life had had me felt really unpredictable. I did not know how to explain that feel, it is really amazing. I fall in love with the circumstance and day to days I had learnt how to be a real muslim starting from praying until I died. One day, as usual, there got a tasawwur classes on every Wednesday and I still remembered that the ustaz was talk about the simple things entitles “appreciate a giving of Allah in context of environment.” Suddenly, I felt really miserable, my heart felt something. Yes, I felt something that I never ever feel before. The feeling that ever been inside my heart. Really touched in my heart, mind and what ever it is. My heart really strong to say that I have to changes and something had happened. Now, I am a new Ayu that promise my whole life are because of Allah. It is really hard to maintain and istiqamah when got a lot of challenges from my family and skaters friends. But, I have to stand with my word that Allah always be with me when I had promise Islam is the ways of my life.


salam ramadhan~~

hari ni dah masuk hari ke 5 puasa~ alhamdulillah Allah bagi peluang untuk maWar terus hidup membetulkan kesilapan ana pada masa lalu, ramadhan kali ini memang sangat memberi kesa dalam hidup ana. penantian penuh debaran sudah berakhir, mase first day berbuka, ana berbuka sorang je kat bilik, kak as balik umah abang die, hehe agak menyedihkan tapi xpe la, bukan berbuka tujuan utama, tapi amal dalam diri ini. baru 5 hari berpuasa dah macam - macam perkara terjadi, meang menguji kesabaran ana. Mungkin Allah beri ujian - ujian ini untuk ana sedar dan mengawal kemarahan diri, insyaAllah, ujian yang mendatang membuat kita lebih kuat menghadapi hidup ini.

Kesedihan dan tekanan yang datang secara menggunung, memang mule - mule rase tension gak la, sebab asyik kene marah je ngan atasan, tapi bak kate wadul, be cool + be relax, admit and do it again, hehe..
alhamdulillah, Allah bersama ana, memberi petunjuk untuk ana teruskan tanggung jawab ana.

kelmarin, ana dikejutkan dengan berita yang sangat - sangat menyedihkan hati ana. betul ke dia hipokrit? sahabat? hmm... agak (bukan agak tapi sangat) terkilan dengan tindakan yang dilakukan nya. sampai hati dia buat ana macam ini kan, ana x pasti, apa sebab yang die buat cam2, mungkin....
hmm.. tapi tulah, ingat kembali kaka - kata sahabat di matrix dahulu "berfikir sebelum bertindak, jangan ikut sedap sahaja, pabila kita mencegah, jangan pula kita terjebak" hipokrit namanya.

Disebalik kejadian ini, ana merenung kembali, tugas ana hidup, ana dah diberi peluang di matrix dulu untuk berubah, jadi ana kenelah meneruskan perubahan ini, bukan sedikit - sedikit kembali ke bentuk asal. Takutla azab Allah, maWar sayang... kes yang telah berlaku pada sahabat itu mungkin menjadi cermin pada diri ini. adakah ana sama begitu? hipokrit? ana takut ana jadi fitnak pada islam.. insyaAllah, berkat bula mulia ini, ana perlu pastikan perubahan yang berterusan, istiQamah dalam perjuangan ana, mungkin ana memang x boleh jadi macam Aisyah mahupun Khodijah, tapi ana perlu mencari identiti perempuan yang diredhai Allah,

ana mohon kepada sahabat ana agar terus menegur ana andai kata ana tersilap percaturan dalam hidup ini. bantulah ana,
Ya Allah redhai ana...

Monday, August 17

Sebab HATI yANG mENYIMPANG

rAMAdHAN DaH hampir berkunjung tiba... Jadi maWar berpendapat, molek kiranya kita membuat persiapan untuk menghadapi Ramadhan. persiapan macam mana?
huhu~~ secara rohaninya kita perlu tahu mengapa hati kita menyimpang.. menyimpang dari tujuan kita sebenar [ mujahadah + jihad ]. maWar sendiri pown... tah la~~ mengharap kekuatan daripada Allah.. hanya Dia yang dapat memberi kekuatan.
sebab - sebab hati yang menyimpang:-
a) jiwa yang kotor
b) menuruti hawa nafsu
c) membiarkan waktu kosong
d) lalai dan tidak menggunakan akal
e) teman
f) panjang angan - angan
g) terlalu mengikut perasaan
h) terdedah kepada perosak iman

jadi~~ kita kenalah upgrade iman kita~~ hadapi ramadhan ini menyebabkan maWar rase terlalu berdebar - debar~~ bagaikan menanti detik kematian~~ then~~
kat sini maWar nak share gak cara mENghapuskan dosa .. insyaAllah:-

  1. istigfar
  2. bertaubat
  3. amal - amal kebaikan yang dapat menghapuskan kesalahan
  4. musibah
  5. doa orang - orang mukmin dan soleh
  6. proses pencabutan nyawa
  7. seksa kubur
  8. kekhuatiran berjumpa Allah (ketika bangkit dari kubur)
  9. syafaat Rasulullah
  10. RAHMAT ALLAH
Jadi~~ bila ditimbang tara, kita hanya ada 5 cara sahaja dan cara yang sesuai ialah dengan istigfar dan bertaubat seta membuat amalan kebajikan...

dalam bulan puasa yang hampir menjelang ini, molek kita tanam azam, bulatkan tekad untuk bertaubat dan melakukan sebanyak mungkin amalan yang boleh kita lakukan untuk mengcover balik kesalahan + kejahatan + kemaksiatan yang kita lakan tak kira la sedar atau tidak sedar.

Mana tahu, ini ramadhan akhir kita~~ jadi~~ rebutla emas yang ada dihadapan mata nie~~
ISTIQAMAH DALAM PERJUANGAN

Tuesday, August 4

A Tree and A Boy

Salam~~ Kali nie maWar nak bagi satu cerite yang mawar dapat dari seorang sahabat maWar
kHas sempena HARI LAHIR ABAH maWar hari ni...
sayang ABAH~~

A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the tree top, ate the apples, took a nap under the shadow... He loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him. Time went by... the little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree everyday.


One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad. "Come and play with me" the tree asked the boy. "I am no longer a kid, I don't play around trees anymore." The boy replied, I want toys. I need money to buy them." "Sorry, but I don't have money... but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money." The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad.


One day, the boy returned and the tree was so excited. "Come and play with me" the tree said.

"I don't have time to play. I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?"

"Sorry, but I don't have a house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house." So the boy cut all the branches of the tree and left happily. The tree was glad to see him happy but the boy never came back since then. The tree was again lonely and sad.


One hot summer day, the boy returned and the tree was delighted. "Come and play with me!" the tree said. "I am sad and getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. "Can you give me a boat?"

"Use my truck to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy." So the boy cut the tree truck to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time.


Finally, the boy returned after he left for so many years. "Sorry, my boy. But I don't have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you... "the tree said. "I don't have teeth to bite" the boy replied.

"No more truck for you to climb on" "I am too old for that now" the boy said. "I really can't give you anything ... the only thing left is my dying roots" the tree said with tears. "I don't need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years." The boy replied. "Good! Old tree roots is the best place to lean on and rest." "Come, Come sit down with me and rest." The boy sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears...


This is a story of everyone. The tree is our parents. When we were young, we loved to play with Mom and Dad... When we grown up, we left them... only came to them when we need something or when we are in trouble. No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they could to make you happy. You may think the boy is cruel to the tree but that's how all of us are treating our parent.

HURM~~

hAri ini.. hari pertaMa maSuk UPM~~
selepas cuti seminggu~~~
uPM kene kuarintin H1N1
huhu~~

tyme cuti~~ maWar kene jage baBY.. huhu.. anak kakak~~ cHomEy sGt~~
lalala


cHomey kn~~ mcm maWar.. huhu.. minggu nie kalu jadi ad konvo kat uPm
hurm... tah la~~

tarbiah?? macam mane ngan diri maWar ye~~
maWar on da way to do something
that hard to explain....

maWar.. tah la.. maWar takut untuk.... kuatkn hati maWar Ya Allah~~~

Apabila kita dipertemukan dengan seseorang, anggaplah dia bukan apa - apa, kerana kita tidak tahu siapa dia akan jadi dengan kita. Adakala Allah mempertemukan seseorang cukup sekadar menjadi sahabat, bukan seseorang yang istimewa, Adakalanya Allah mempertemukan seseorang untuk menjadi seseorang yang istimewa bukan sebagai sahabat, walaupun kita tidak sedar ia ada di depan mata kita...

rinDu cinTa ALLAH~~

berdoalah kepadaKu nescaya akan Aku perkenankan bagimu (Al-Mu'min:60)